Before there were consequences, there was truth. Let's say there are only two whatevers - those with innie navels and those with outies. The innies are constricted, fixed opinioned, self-conscious, and kinda dull. The outies are progressive, forgiving, generous, and inquisitive. Which one are you? What if life was so dichotomous? Why waste space here pretending there's truth in them thar hills?
The preceding was an exercise in reducing everything to right or wrong. I did this because the past 24 hours were paradisiacal. Greek doctors at 10, Monalympics in the night - - to be loved is life-affirming. It was so right.
The feeling is like making the grade not like sandpapering a carrot.
From '08
Now the drapes are drawn
and another night
signals it's here
even though I still
don't know why we found it.
I sleep with certainty
that tomorrow
I'll wake up next to her
and say prayers of thanks
that I mean more than
everything said here.
It's for her that I say this
It's for her that
I live